Dream come true? Never.

What happens now?
When I don't know what to do? Don't know who to talk to?
What to believe and what to think about anything. About you. About him. About them. About my self? Why do I feel so unwanted? I need someone to love, and to love me back. Not a friend at school, not my mom or dad, or a sibling, not someone from the internet. Someone whose shoulder I could rest on. Someone whose arms I could lie in. Someone whose lips I could kiss. Someone whose body I could caress. Someone whose thoughts I could connect with. Someone I could love.
But what is much more important; someone who wants me resting on his shoulder, lying in his arms, kissing his lips, caressing his body, connecting with his thoughts. Someone who loves me, and wants me. If I had such a relationship, I wouldn't worry about what happens next.
But I don't, so what happens now?
Waiting? Searching? Changing? Trying? I don't think any of that is going to change the fact that I'm not the type of girl you fall in love with.
I just want someone to prove that wrong. Someone to just walk into my life and show me that I am the type of girl you fall for.
As I have got my eyes on someone, they never seem to look back and like what they see.
Over and over that happens, but yet I keep on falling for someone who could never fall for me as well. I don't know why there still is that tiny beam of hope inside of me that dreams that someone will find me one day.
NOTICE ME. Anyone?