They just don't have any idea what it feels like, do they? The emptiness inside of you.
Because it doesn't feel like nothing. It hurts. But that pain...it just feels so pointless. Momentarily feelings, they all go away. As if they were sucked in to a black hole of indifference, that is inside of you. I feel no sincere happiness, nor sadness. It's so hard to explain. It almost feels like everything inside of you have turned grey, and is aching. Chest pains and heart ache. You're tired all if the time. Basically, I'm not feeling well. And that's what's wrong with self harm, it actually helps for a while.
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