Went on a class-trip to Germany last week and I came home on Thursday.
I had really been looking forward to it, and I guess it went okay. But at some points it was horrible. I felt so left out. I should also mention that my recently ex-boyfriend is in my class, and of course he tried his best to hook up with a German girl.
It's about a week or two since I broke up with him. So we're still pretty vulnerable, but since he still loves me, he saw this trip a possibility to flirt with a lot of girls to "get over me", or so he says.
The only thing is that one moment he was hanging out with other girls to move on, but then at the other moment he was all over me, telling me he misses me, that he still loves me and is really in love with me. Which leaves me CONFUSED!
Up until not long ago I was 100% sure that it was the right decision to break up, but now - I don't know - I'm not so sure anymore.
Well, that was one part of the study-trip, but other parts was shit too.
My best friend in class and I are usually always hanging out, just me and her, but suddenly the most popular guy in our class was really interested in her. Of course she was enjoying the attention, but whilst she was caught up in her spot in the popular-clique I was left on my own. And of no one even noticed me walking around alone all the time, and that has a very simple explanation: no one gives a fuck about me.
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